Get yo a___ UP!!! Times a Ticking!

i could sit here and try to think of something ground breaking to write, but what do i know.

in life, i think we forget that we have the ultimate control over ourselves. so what triggers us to forget that.

• fatigue
• insecurities
• fear
• distractions
• ???
  the list goes on and on. but you know what i say....Fuck the list, wtf is a list anyway!!!!

no one person is the same. everyone has different circumstances. who am i to judge anyone. who are you to judge me. i believe that we all can "just get along" if we all just start being real. BUT HERE'S THE KICKER.....WHAT IS REAL??? Ha!!! what a complex question. diversity is such a strong word in my opinion. it's so much shit going on in this world right now this second, the world never sleeps. time stops for no one, child are you listening???

baby you can make anything you want happen. hard work pays off. do the right thing like spike said. i know that there is more to what i see everyday, i know that with knowledge, integrity, courage, pure and spiritual guidance that sky is the limit. lets not limit ourselves, I'm begging us to break the mold, because there is no such thing.

Personally i know that i have SOOOOO much to learn to understand to EXPERIENCE, and i embrace life with open arms, i embrace my life because it's MINE and something more valuable and fulfilling than even i can understand. be beautiful child, for one day your here and then your gone. R.I.P Sweet James *muah*

I Love...

Right now...

i want a margarita
my nails are professionally painted by ME
i have a slight headache
i want sum chips & salsa
i want to be rescued
i want to be in Lu's arms
i'm cold
i'm typing
i'm just killing time
i'm trying to find a way to ease my mind
i'm fighting temptation
i'm alone in a quiet library
my hairs nappy
my boots are scuffed
my mind is free
i love being me
i'm trying the rhyme
i'm just killing time.

I AM BORED PEOPLE. THERE'S REALLY NOTHING GROUND BREAKING GOING ON IN MY MIND. I'M SIMPLY JUST KILLING TIME.

Nirvana.

as i search for you. i wonder why it took me so long to go looking. i guess i thought  i had you all along. i know now that i did not. deep down i my soul, i can feel you. penatrating from somewhere within. Nirvana. i want you more than i've ever wanted anyone. i need you like i need air. you hold the key to the person i want to be. Nirvana, come back to me.

Gone.

i'm figuring out what i always knew
so long have i let fear shackle me
i fly free now
letting my mind and spirit flow
watch & see as i discover me.

Choppa Style!

I'VE DECIDED TO CUT ALL MY HAIR OFF! (pics coming soon)

The Discovery Channel

I know I know its been months since my last blog I haven't been "ON IT " as they say. But it's been for a darn good reason. I've been getting my life together tehehe SERIOUSLY! I just had to get focused. Nobody's perfect including ME! I'm just trying to do it MY WAY, THE RIGHT WAY!!!! I'm taking a Literature course in summer school, & I am really starting to have a fond connection with poetry. I've even wrote a couple samples. Nothing serious just trying it out I really like it. We've been reading some Dickerson and Poe and alot of the other classics. Some are difficult to follow, but after analyzing them the come out to be clever and meaningful!
So I am a supporter of all the aspiring poets out there. i can dig it!

hey now.

Along this journey i began to discover some things about myself. My obsession with Kim Kardashian led to my obsession with Khloe, which led to my obsession of Kourtney, which is strangely leading me to my obsession with Kris lol Just kidding (only a little bit). Why so obsessed some may ask? Simply because they look fun and they always look cute! Don't forget about the "Mega Fine-Ness" of Kim! Now I know this is very superficial of me but who really cares. "Can't change who I am, Don't really want to!"

Hey Rob!

hey Kris!

Next on the JazCovery Channel, my urge to want to wear high heels every single day, even when I'm just walking around the house. I can't stop. it's an illness lol Now i know this a difficult task especially when I'm on campus walking from class to class. but the heart wants what the heart wants (in this case the feet) :) maybe it's the sound they make when I'm walking, i just love em'.

i also really enjoy Floral prints, nude colors, neutral colored hand bags, scrap booking, painting. Just a Few of my favorite things :) What else, oooooh Amber Rose she's hotter than fish grease right now. Very interesting , very attractive, some what mysterious. I can't really say too much about her cause I don't really know her she has nice shoes though. Gotta love her!

It's so much I want to learn and do, I'm blessed to have the opportunity to expand my mind and understand what I want in this life time. Live Long & Prosper.

Cuffs

i been gone for a minute...I'm back now, i spent the weekend at home, i needed i break from the the world...this house brings me a comfort like nothing else. brings back so many good memories!((Me & LaChae my favorite person in this whole world))

oh life changing experience...my 1st trip to New Orleans,LA. i loved it. not just because i could drink freely walking down the street, i loved it simply b.cuz that city has CHARACTER. yes indeed.
((Saw some sites))

(( Shared a Hotel with some Handsome strangers)) ((Peed outside)) ((meet the Men of my dreams)) (( ran into my homeboy BOB who i haven't seen since 3rd grade))

((ATE))

((SLABed it out))(( peed outside))

((took sum pics))

((popped it 4 pimp))

THE END.

so now it's time for mid-terms. ugh. then spring break yippie!!! i just hope i don't get myself into any trouble. I've always had this thing were during spring break i would get myself or one of my "friends" would pull me into one of their dilemma's. SPRING BREAK= chaos!